heeeeeeey, finally some stuff I post in english after the first one!!! yep
Truly, I was kinda unmotivated and sad about the virtual life and also my mental health wasn’t that good to keep going on challenges, even studies were interrupted for a while. But now I’m here, and while I can there be new stuff.
Here’s a resume of what has been going on my life, ‘cause it helps me to understand what I need to do.
no cellphone no camera? no pics?
Well, I’m actually with a cellphone but it camera doesn’t work. Although, I can take pics with my Nikon D3100 Camera (my little sweet baby). I haven’t been doing it yet because it’s kinda boring the process to save it on the computer. Even though, I am trying to make an extra effort with it.
photography as a job
If there’s something make me feel both happiness and fear is photography. Photograph for fun is awesome but work with it makes me freeze. I am taking a few steps to make it as my real job, like building my online portfolio, registering a public “freelancer” number (in Brazil) and reconnecting with people. I understand it’s the right moment, I feel prepared for it now.
PLUS, I love all of the visual communication and I wish to study it in a specialized school next year (including design).
When I started studying english I had being an english teacher like a goal. Things didn’t happen that way because of my shiny personality. So last months I gave up trying to improve english motivated by the feeling I couldn’t be good at it. But on the last days – finally – it has changed a bit. I still wanna be a teacher and I decided to improve all of my skills to be good at it. One of the things I’m doing is going to meetups to practice english with natives and people who speak english, and my first time was awesome. I hope to continue improving my english skills.
Since the beginning of the year my most priority on reading is about the ones I need to study for the test I’m gonna have on november. Also, I’ve been reading a bit of DC comics, fictional and blogs. Check out my readings on GoodReads.
I used to search and watch series/movies on unsafe and strange sites but right now I don’t have to. Certainly, Netflix has saved me so much time (but also, wasted).
The series I most like to watch these weeks: The Good Place, Gravity Falls, Final Space, The End of the Fucking World, Lucifer, Black Mirror and ATYPICAL (this one is awesome); most of them are currently updated. Movies are really good I watched this week: Sierra Burges Is a Loser (my english classmate Gabriel suggested, thanks ♥) and Coraline.
When decisions came to me I just froze and it really disturbed me. I’m changing every time especially on studies, which means I casually need some breath. I’ve not been studying just like I used to, but the time I’m saving now is being used for my improvement. Thomas Frank and Fernando Mesquita are the most important examples I use for my own life, with them I learn a huge quantity of self-improvement. Also, I’m in the 100 days of productivity challenge (currently on day 65th), that’s how I keep my goals in mind while I take a bit breath. (I’m always saying how I take breaks but actually, they’re more like a moment to make decisions. So I keep working)
While writing all of these things I was trying to figure out why I should keep digiting this, and what I see now: it helps a lot to have another vision and to understand in what I need to focus starting by now.
Hope you all have in mind what to do to achieve your goals ♥
one more post in english by someone who’s learning how to get words together,